I cannot believe it’s been so long since I have posted anything here.  Life has a weird way of catching up to you and before you know it, you’re stuck in traffic. Good news is that traffic always let’s up, it just may take a while.

So I’ve decided to get off the highway for a while

 and cruise down some backroads. Hopefully this will give me time to do what I love to do. Write.

Love, peace, and Blessed Be



New Moon In Aquarius

Tonight the new moon will be in Aquarius. Here are some helpful guidelines when planning a spell or ritual for tonight:

I have personally been dreaming a lot lately about things I want and need in life. I feel like this new moon is telling me dream work right now is important. I’ve also gotten back in touch with two of the people that mean the world to me. My two Pieces 🙂 my partners in crime. 

It is also being said that this new moon will reveal your twin flame to you. Twin flames are so fickle. You may not even realize who that is, but keep an eye out. 

Here is a great mantra for today:

So when doing your magical work tonight, make sure that you focus on others. Do not do spells for yourself. That is not what this moon is meant to do. 

Blessed be!


You Don’t Believe? Then Don’t Worry.

So I was talking with a bar customer the other day and he made the statement “everyone who believes in astrology is crazy” and how he didn’t believe in astrology. That’s perfectly fine by me! We all have differing opinions about what we believe in. What I don’t understand is how you can’t believe in something but are afraid of it. For example:

If you don’t believe in magick, how can you believe that you have been cursed? That doesn’t make any damn sense. “I don’t believe that magick exists but please don’t curse me!” Really? That would be like saying “I don’t believe in God but I hope he doesn’t smite me for saying that.” If you don’t believe in God, there would be no ‘he’ and definitely no smiting. 

So anyway, this guy continues to tell me that he believes a certain person was going to or had put a curse on him. I explained to him that was not what was happening and tried an educational route. He responded with “I don’t believe in any of that.” *facepalm. I then tried to explain that if he truly didn’t believe in magick or any of “that”, he wouldn’t have to worry about being cursed. Ugh.

Yes, I am a witch. No, I will not curse you. That completely violates the threefold rule. That would be stupid. Going dark is not something you can come back from. I practice purely helpful magick, energy manipulation, meditation, spells for healing, spells for money, etc. I might occasionally bind someone but that’s as far as I go. 

So who do I worship? 

I worship no one being. I hate that word. I draw energy from the faces of the Divine diamond but I don’t worship anyone or anything. I simply call upon them for aid in whatever spell I’m working because divine energy is incredibly helpful. Yes I give thanks to those I call upon but it’s not worship. 

No, I don’t hurt people.  I also stay away from love spells. That’s a wishy washy subject. A “be careful what you wish for” topic.

My point?

People are stupid. Don’t be stupid. Believe what you want to. Your beliefs are yours and yours alone. Don’t believe in it? Don’t worry about it!

Blessed be.


Welcome 2017

I know that I’m not the only person who is glad that 2016 has come to an end.  It was a very rocky year in which a lot of things changed.  The biggest change that happened for me was that I decided to leave my teaching career.  It was the best decision I have made in a very long time.

I have since gone back to bartending and I honestly could not be more happy.  I enjoy going to work every day.  I thrive on chaos, so working behind a bar satisfies that need.  No two shifts are the same; I get to meet new people daily, and I get to use my knowledge of mixology.  Having a math oriented brain makes mixing drinks very satisfying and simple.

2016 brought the most amazing people into my life.  I met two wonderful Piceses who mean the world to me (even though we do not talk every day),  I’ve met a wonderful, beautiful Cancer who will become my new roommate very soon, and I’ve met two wonderful Scorpios who share my life goals and dreams.  I also met a Gemini who was the first person to ever understand what I go through on a daily basis being an empath and suffering from depression and anxiety.  These people have changed me in ways I never thought were possible, and I wouldn’t trade them for the world.

2016 also brought heartbreak.  My relationship of 3 and a half years officially ended right before Thanksgiving, although in both of our hearts it ended over the summer. Even though I have spent the last two months crying daily and going through our home separating our belongings, it has been a freeing experience, and I have had the support of loving and caring people.

The past couple of weeks leading up to 2017 have been stressful, depressing, and chaotic, but also very revealing.  I am starting to live healthier, cleaner, and happier.  I have gotten back into yoga, I am eating healthier, and I have started back up with my wiccan practices.

So, with that being said, welcome to my blog “Soul In the Fast Lane”.  I will be sharing my journey of spiritual development here.  I hope that you will enjoy taking this journey with me as I find out things about myself I never knew before, try to overcome my depression and anxiety, figure out more about what being an empath really means and how to handle it, and as I make changes to live healthier and happier.

Welcome 2017 and Blessed Be!